67 LOVE SONGS IN 67 DAYS _ THE BOOK



1. “You are”

2."Tell me you still love me"

3."My lows my high"

4. "HOW MANY STEPS"

5. "loves been suicide"

6. "DO YOU FEEL"

7. "Christmas without you"

8. "IS THERE A RAY OF LIGHT"

9."The winner is Dying"

10."My poet’s heart"

11. “I only see you walking by my side

12. “FOUR ACES

13. “I can’t live without you

14. “LISTEN TO our STORY

15. "I will always be there for you"

16.  “Creating my hell to find  heaven

17. "I CLOSE MY EYES"

18.  "Pacing like a lion"

19. "You my Mona Lisa"

20. "I got a bible in my hand and a loaded gun"

21. "Wild Flower Christmas"

22. "For Love"

23. "It’s so hard to leave you alone"

24. "I can’t stop loving "

25. "Mona Lisa weeps"

26.  "Moving on"

27. "My exotic wild flower"

28.  "My soul cries for you"

29. "My tears filled the cracks of time"

30. "my ware wolf in the night"

31. "No one here’s my soul cry’en"

32. "She wore a chain around her neck"



33."Please take my hand"


34. "Thinking of you"

35. "I Bring you a gift" 

36. "Took my guitar and dog"

37. "Trapped in a snare"

38.  "SAVE ME"

39.  "She took a breath"

40. THE MUSE

41. " your not listening"


42. "That only I see"

43. "THE HOUSE OF LIGHT"

44. ONLY HEAVEN KNOWS

45.  WALLS OF PAIN

46. LIPS OF AN ANGEL

47. "Thinking of ways to say good by "

48.  "City none I knew" 

49. "I swear you were the one"

50. That’s how I know,,,

51. "Who are You"

52. "I haven’t felt love" 

53.  "Hand print on the glass" 

54. REMEMBER 

55. "Life was perfect"

56.  "Mirror, mirror on the wall"

57.  “My Baby & Me”     

58. "Wings in Your Heart

59.  MY CINNAMON

60.  "Water in the Flame "

61. "riding an angel"

62. "Palm of my Hand"

63."It was just a game"

64.  “Time transcends time” 

65.  "swinging on stars"

66."Its a fairytale"

67. "Silent Dreams"

68.   "I wrote you 67 love songs"




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“You’re my”


I write this letter to you as my tears flow

My love grows

I can’t stop missing you

Every part of you 

Every bit of you

All the Love that is me

All the Love with in me

All the love you can and cannot see

Everything between us bellow and above us  

If I could hold you nature would talk through the roots berried deep down in my soul an endless catacomb of our stories echoing from this endless well

If yesterday were today I would never let go

If tomorrow was forever I don’t want to no


If I kissed you flowers would bloom

In the chilling grays of May 

If I looked in your eyes you’d beg me to stay

With you I had wings everyday I flew…

Everything I was… 

Was such a BIG PART OF YOU!

Just writing about you soothes my soul

Just thinking about you I loose control

With you there was never a mountain to steep

Or a poem to deep

You were my church every day of the week

And the only gem I seek

You’re the sun in my coffee the moon in my walk, the fire in my water the words that I talk

You’re the magic in my poetry the air that I choose you’re my shelter in the storm my guitar in the blues.



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"Tell me you still love me"

Tell me you still love me

is there a chance you care

because life with out you I could never bare

your a mirage in my desert 

and you are always here 

but when I go to touch you

  you seem to disappear

This storm has flooded my mind every stream leading to the one i can not find


I am blind and I know it's you that completes me

my confession my obsession my addiction my allusion my confusion and now I'm in seclusion


If I could only hold you in my arms you would feel my love flow

If I only had a single kiss it would tell you everything you want to know

all my dreams would come true if i would spend my life with you

I would handle you like a rose

and my love would never end 

and our roots would only grow

Just tell me I have a chance

is their time  for one last dance

can we romance in the clouds


so when we scream no one will here

 no love can compare it was special what we shared

so please take my hand I know its hard to understand

all of this was planed to make me a stronger man

did you walk away forever was this something you had planed

i pace like a lion hoping you would take my hand

with you I'm in another world I've told you that before

I'm starved for your affection and im banging down your door

I hope your not lost forever cause you no me I will wait

as I play my guitar out side your golden gate







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My lows my high”


You put on a show

And it seemed so reel

Love just doesn’t disappear

Just because

You have nothing to say

I deserve to know why

And I miss you so much

My lows my high


I hold on to nothing

I’ve tried to let go

But my memory haunts me

That much I know

You moved on so quickly

  Do you pretend I died?

And I miss you so much

My lows my high


I would never believe

You would treat me like this

Words can’t describe my frustration

As you persist to resist

I new you were hardened

But never felt your heart die

 And I miss you so much

My lows my high


My guitar is my lover

And my best friend

And she plays a song for you

She won’t pretend

Her strings will touch you

You may even cry

And I miss you so much

My lows my high


So I hold on

Cause that’s who I am

I pretend were together

Because I can

I look to the sun

I SEE clouds in the sky

And I miss you so much

My lows my high


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"HOW MANY STEPS"


How many ways can I spell i love you

How many days are you on my mind

How many times do I think about you

how many mountains do I have to climb

How many hours before you miss me

before you kiss me how long will it be


how many steps to midnight baby

 so i can fall asleep and dream



how many dreams before your real

How many ways around the block

How many tears will it take to reach you

and dissolve your heart that turned to rock


How many oceans are between us

How many problems to discuss

how many steps to midnight baby

 so i can fall asleep and dream



How many photographs tell our story

How many faces  as beautiful as you

How many ways have I said I love you

how can you not know my love is true

how many songs i express my feelings

in hope that you would receive some healing


how many steps to midnight baby

how many steps to heavens door 

how many steps till i understand

what this separations for


how many steps to midnight baby

 so i can fall asleep and dream

how many steps to midnight baby

 so i can fall asleep and scream


How many nights do I want to call you

How many mornings  I still haven't called

how many things do i have to do

To brake down this complicated wall

How many tomorrows will you ignore me

how many sunsets together we miss

how many weeks will it take 

before a man may steels my kiss


how many steps to midnight baby

 so i can fall asleep and dream

how many steps to midnight baby

 where i hold you in my arms and scream


Am I foolish because I keep on trying

before we become a memory of the past

How many times can you turn the knife

or will this romance blossom and last

how many times have I really failed you

how much suffering do we have to see

how many times have I touched your soul

do you have it in you to forgive me


how many steps to midnight baby

 so i can fall asleep and dream

how many steps to midnight baby

 where i hold you in my arms and scream



How may angels have fallen latley

how many saints have I talked to

lying on my bed crying

walking on the beach in Malibu

how many times can my heart be broken

how many days have we not spoken

how many steps to midnight baby

 so i can fall asleep and dream

how many steps to midnight baby

 where i hold you in my arms and scream




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"loves been suicide"


you ran away, I said OK

I saw your eyes and died

I let you go you hurt me so

I screamed instead of cried

could you not see me feel

when you told me I lied

my guitar has been my shield

 loves been suicide


I here your voice I see your face

on every single street

people come and greet me 

but its you I want to meat

you've been with me so many life times

that it's berried deep inside

my guitar has been my shield

 loves been suicide


I walk under the stars alone

missing you by my side

my guitar has been my shield

 loves been suicide


flowing in art, living a dream

nature seemed to provide

our roots tied together so deep

forever you've been my bride

can you find your way back to me

forever you may hide

my guitar has been my shield

 loves been suicide


I walk and walk  paint our story

down every single street

this romantic tale that set sale

a thousand miles deep

my princess from a time gone by

without you I don't sleep

i pray that soon you will decide

my love you want to keep


I walk under the stars alone

missing you by my side

my guitar has been my shield

 loves been suicide




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"DO YOU FEEL"


Thought you were my soul mate

There is nothing I wouldn’t do for you

But I guess you have someone else in mind

That’s being true to you

I try just to create 

Free my mind

Escape into my own authenticity

All the time

Do you feel?


Sometimes I’m so depressed

Because my heart won’t stop missing you

And if you were here right now

I could never ever stop kissing you

But your service is full

And your cold

And I’m trying to turn this sand into gold

My love is reel

Do you feel?


The heart CHAINS TO TIGHT

But my eyes are still bright

With out you is a sin

I’ve been talking to you in my dreams every night 

Can you here me and let me in

Let’s create are own sales with are worn out clothes

Hit the high seas sail away

Together weaving are dreams

Love whistling in the wind

Sending us were beauty tamed the beast

We can start again

Paint on a new canvas

Build our home in a tree

So you can heel

Do you feel?


Sometimes I’m so depressed

Because my heart won’t stop missing you

And if you were here right now

I could never ever stop kissing you


Do you feel?




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"Christmas without you"

I can't imagine Christmas without you

everything lost it's meaning

the moon became the the moon again  

THE stars were just lights

no more abstract feeling

the wind never whispered your name today

and the flowers had nothing to say

my wild flower has plated her roots 

far far away  

you turned my sunshine into rain

my love has manifested pain

my eyes look for you in this storm

pretending you were never gone


it's so hard to admit that i lost my best friend

and when i wake your not here again

no more warm embrace

no more exotic face

i use to stare at you and ask my self is she really mine

i pray and dream hoping to see a sign

 forever wasn't long enough and now your gone

tomorrow is forever ill write about it in a song

you live inside my heart your memory creates my art

my loneliness calls your name

my life will never be the same



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"IS THERE A RAY OF LIGHT"

BY, THE ABSTRACT ALKALINE ALCHEMIST


IS THERE A RAY OF HOPE  

A RAY OF LIGHT

A RAY OF FORGIVENESS

OF UNDERSTANDING

IS THERE A RAY OF LOVE

A RAY OF OPENING BACK UP

clearing the way to the mountain top

can love echo in the heat of the storm

SILENCING THE EXPLOSIONS OF BARBARIC WAR

A WAY TO BREATH IN  A PEACEFUL MOMENT WERE

SILENCE SPEAKS VOLUMES AND KAYOS STOPS in its tracks

 WHERE WE PUT DOWN OUR WEAPONS

 BEERY ARE PRIDE acknowledging our act of IGNORANCE

LETTING GO OF ARE PAST REMOLDING THE FUTURE

WERE LOVE RESONATES IN EVERY LIVING SOUL

AND EACH ONE OF US SEARCHES FOR A RAY OF WISDOM 

THAT PUTS US ON A PATH TO FLOW LIKE A AU TOM LEAF

DOWN THE RAPIDS  WEAVING IT'S 

WAY DOWN TO THE PEACEFUL CALM 

IS THERE A RAY TO POINT THE WAY

CAUSE THIS TATTERED WORLD HAS SERIOUSLY DECAYED

EMPTY SOULS FALLING IN AN ENDLESS WHOLE

TRUST HAS DISAPPEARED AND NO ONE SEEMS TO CARE

 FEAR SPREADS  POISONING OUR MINDS

WE HAVE DIGRESSED INTO A CYBER MESS

AND UNLESS WE MAKE A REEL CHANGE TO MAKE PROGRESS

TIME WILL NEVER REST 




 The winner is Dieing

By, the Abstract Alkaline Alchemist


The words have dissolved

This chapter, history 

 My guitar cries love

Never a mystery

My strings dance for you

That’s what you gave me

No one can save me

You have enslaved me


The winner is dieing

The looser denying

There is no victory

When lovers are crying


Peace in my embrace

Holding onto your dreams

Never a prisoner

Some times a sinner

Why couldn’t you see me?

I was always there

You had nothing to fear

 Nothing compared


In heaven they’re watching

And no one is talking

And everyone’s listing

Some are predicting

The winner is dieing

The looser defying

 Don’t have to explain

As we walk in the rain


Can you forget a kiss?

That has a hold on your lips

It will never be the same

I’m calling your name

The less that is said

The more that you here me

In dreams you see me

And here me screaming


There’s a king and a queen

And they’re no in-between 

They’re a day and a night

But there’s no wrong or right

Theirs a heart and a soul

When there’s no control

The looser is hiding

The winner is dieing



The words have dissolved

But I know you here me

You’re everywhere

But you never appear

Here my confession 

There is no shield

My guitar is my weapon

On this lonely battlefield

The winner is dieing

The winner is dieing

The winner is dieing

And the ski is crying





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My poet’s heart


My poet’s heart 

                   

Couldn’t let go of you


You were the doorway the pathway past the stars


So ashamed

                 

Of the things I said to you

A prisoner of love…. Chained to your  soul


 I can’t stop missing you

The rain continues to fall

You’re here when I sleep when I wake it's  my dream

Forever ill write you love songs

 Trying to find a way back to your heartstrings


This is an evil storm

Black clouds moving  fast in a black sky

 Love so deep it hurts to breath

 Eyes so true and I cant have you?

Trying to repair the shattered glass pages

Is there a miracle left for me?

That I could bring to you the piece you’ve given me

Finding heaven in this blood stained well

Finding God in my  jail cell


Chorus


 I can’t stop missing you

The rain continues to fall

You’re here when I sleep when I wake it's  my dream

Forever ill write you love songs

 Trying to find a way back to your heartstrings





You see with you I was free

Your love eternal

And I felt it every day

And I never questioned how or why 

My head was always in the sky

You were the best thing that ever happen to me

And I had to loose you to see




 I can’t stop missing you

The rain continues to fall

You’re here when I sleep when I wake it's  my dream

Forever ill write you love songs

 Trying to find a way back to your heartstrings






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“I only see you walking by my side


I’m hoping and I’m praying

Think about you and I’m smiling

Cause the thought of us together makes me high

You were such a great companion

The spirit of perfection

And I only saw you walking by my side


And now im crying, like a baby

And hopeful for a maybe

 It was you that turned my water into wine


The hard times made us closer

The art and love we shared together

It’s so hard to close this chapter

Cause you and I we are forever

And I only see you walking by my side


Were quirky, and were freaky

And we celebrate the nighttime

And the things we did were really quite unique

The squirrel we fed banana

The baby ceil that you wanted

And the camel that you played with for a week

So we titter and we tatter

But it doesn’t really matter

Cause the depth of our creation was a sign


You always new what I was thinking

As the universe was sinking

And our love was always flowing

And I thought that it was growing

And I only see you walking by my side


I loved you for your nature

And your exotic beauty

Your smile melted my heart of stone

I cant admit that were apart

Is there a way to start again?

I keep praying that soon your coming home

In the clouds they pulled are strings

Controlling everything we do

Don’t you see that the angels are our guides?

I really believe that well be back

The runaway train is back on track

Looks like kayos but its bliss

Our future sealed in a kiss

And I only see you walking by my side

I really believe that well be back

The runaway train is back on track

Looks like kayos but its bliss

Our future sealed in a kiss

And I only see you walking by my side


Were broken and were crying

And there days not worth remembering

But the days that shined are ones ill never forget

And the phone that keeps on ringing

Makes me nervous, keeps me thinking

That my wardrobe may continue getting wet

And I want to fly from were I fell

I’ve locked my self in this one-man cell

And from people and the world I want to hide



The hard times made us closer

The art and love we shared together

It’s so hard to close this chapter

Cause you and I we are forever

And I only see you walking by my side

The hard times made us closer

The art and love we shared together

It’s so hard to close this chapter

Cause you and I we are forever

And I only see you walking by my side







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“FOUR ACES


I beeped the horn and she came running

She never keeps me waiten

Kicked the door open, saw that Norma jean smile

my 55 STUDIE was shaken


She was my sunshine,  she was my red wine

Men and woman would stare

She had legs for days, and she misbehaved

This friday night a love afair

She revved my engine as she jumped in my lap

 Been to so many exotic places

But there was one romatic hide out

And I aint no gambler 

But I always had Four Aces


There was a charming diner at this antique motel

This old man gave me the key.

I had it dipped in gold it was always waiting

On a nail on the sickamore tree


We could see the neon  blinking up ahead

Reflecting on our faces

Our blood would bubble we were double trouble

At  the light that spelled out

Four Aces


So jump on the bar, my movie star

As I play you this new tune 

I strum my guitar and watch you dance

To the light of the blistering moon

Know I aint no hobo, and I’m no traveler

And I’ve checked out all your spaces

I’m not a gambler but I’ll show you my hand

Cause baby I got FOUR ACES


She was my sunshine,  she was my red wine

Men and woman would stare

She had legs for days, and she misbehaved

This friday night a love afair

She revved my engine as she jumped in my lap

 Been to so many exotic places

But there was one romatic hide out

And I aint no gambler 

But I always had Four Aces


My vintage plates the tattoo on her back and all my guitar cases

I’m not a gambler but I’ll show you my hand

Cause baby I got FOUR ACES



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“I can’t live without you


My sadness, my pain

Makes the sun run to hide behind the moon

So alone so down

As I get lost in this tiny room


The phone never rings

I have so much to say


Please come home, come home

There can be no one else

I can’t be more reel

Don’t you see, you see?

I’m pouring out everything I feel


I ask my self over and over again


Can I hold you again?

If I do I’ll never let go

There’s no one like you

I can’t live without you

 And your flawless face

That I will forever continue to chase

There’s no one like you

I can’t live without you



Your voice, your voice

Will it ever be mine too listen to?

My heart, my heart

Will never be able to get over you


The phone never rings

I have so much to say


HOW I LOVE, I love I love

Your satin cinnamon skin

Your perfection insideout

To change would be a sin


So I went to a mystic

To ask about you

To see what is true


Can I hold you again?

If I do I’ll never let go

There’s no one like you

I can’t live without you

 And your flawless face

That I will forever continue to chase

There’s no one like you

I can’t live without you


Can’t live without you

Can’t live without you

Your flawless face

There’s no one like you


Can I hold you again?

If I do I’ll never let go

There’s no one like you

I can’t live without you

 And your flawless face

That I will forever continue to chase

There’s no one like you

I can’t live without you




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“LISTEN TO our STORY


I don’t know weather to hold onto my love forever 

Or do I just let it go for now

My days have been dark my nights cold

AND MY HEAD IN THE CLOUDS


LISTEN TO our STORY

As forever it will be told

 Written with a poets plum

Turning sand to gold


Art transforming us loving us,

Bringing us peace beyond the stars

One together dreamt together

The universe was ours

The arrows have stopped flying by

The wind has settled down

 I thirst and look for my wild Flower

Her memories all around


I write my songs for you my love

I write my songs to prove my love

I write my songs for both our heeling

To lift you up to express what I’m feeling


LISTEN TO our STORY

As forever it will be told

 Written with a poets plum

Turning sand to gold



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"I will always be there for you"



Like the moon that shows up at night

Like a wave that makes it to shore

I will always be there for you


Like a bee to a flower

Like the clock in the tower

Forever I will be here for you


My eyes, my eyes only on you

There is no one else in this world for me

My eyes, my eyes, have searched the world

There is no better Purl in the sea


You, like a star in the night

Is my peace from the fight?

And the light that has given so much to me


You have opened the sky

Mended my wings so I fly

I would do anything for thee


I noticed a leaf floating slowly down stream

Flowing so gently hitting nothing in between

And a willow bending and swaying in the storm

I have learned through this cold to be warm


Like the moon that shows up at night

Like a wave that makes it to shore

"I will always be there for you"


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Creating my hell to find a little bit of heaven

Never want me to call 

Tears fall like rain

Froze on the way down

One second

I felt your pain


I created your darkness

And it tore my heart in half

Created my hell

Now my tears fill my bath


I’m letting go of my dove 

Giving you wings to heel our love

now I’m hanging by a thread

Because of what this wise man said

Can I be free of ….

This pain as I write in the rain


I have created my own light

 my muse

You have filled my soul with music

Never thought it be the blues

You paint my life with sunshine

With you it’s all around

But now that I don’t see you

I admit I’m really down


I’m letting go of you my dove 

Giving you wings to heel our love

And now i'm hanging by a thread

Because of what this wise man said

Can I be free of….

This pain as I write in the rain


You are my soul mate

I pushed you so far

I got back what I gave

Made you who you are

I’m opening my self

So I can find my best friend

I need a chance in this lifetime

To fall in love with you again


I’m letting go of you my dove 

Giving you wings to heel our love

And now im hanging by a thread

Because of what this wise man said

Can I be free of

This pain as I write in the rain



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 "I CLOSE MY EYES"


Your beauty sends me to a place I've never been

Your eyes say I love you and give me peace deep with in 

like the moon that lights the night  you lift me to a higher place 

I close my eyes I see your face

I close my eyes I see your face

 if I were to die with you in my arms id be smiling

I'm not afraid id be so calm in my new home flying

our memories sown into my soul and wrapped in lace

I close my eyes I see your face


I close my eyes I see your face

I close my eyes  you appear,  I close my eyes your every where

I close my eyes to see what's true  i close my eyes to be with you

 I will never stop the chase, you with all your grace

I close my eyes I see your face

I close my eyes I see your face



close my eyes remembering  the good times

I close my eyes channeling the rhythm and rhyme

our love is beautiful and our vision  is so sibylline

 close my eyes I see your face



Your beauty sends me to a place Ive never  been

Your eyes say I love you and give me peace deep with in 

no time we spent together has ever been a waste

I close my eyes I see your face

I close my eyes I see your face

I close my eyes I see your face




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"Pacing like a lion"


I arrived early pacing like a lion 

yearning to look into her eyes that use to be mine

I wondered if she still loved me 

as every second of each day was consumed with memories

 her laughter and the playful way we use to past the day with

She didn’t want me to know were she lived 

not sure if that was her idea or her girl friends

Then I looked up and there she was 

more beautiful then then she had been in my dream the night before, 

walking toward me in her knee high boots tank top that hugged her body in all the right places 

tight jeans that rolled over her perfect curves screaming to me look at me I use to be yours,

 are eyes locked and her smile lit up the dawn and all my problems seemed to disappear

 my angel from a thousand life times Had arrived

 I was alive in love with life nature music 

and a woman that had no idea that she was my breath 

my canvas of inspiration my passion

 and the sparkle in my eye that glimmered even in the dark

 she looked into my soul and saw I was forever in love with her 

my energy was on fire her presents electrifying  





"You are my mona lisa"


If I liked you would that hurt us

I know guys are knocking down your door

I'm not jealous or possessive

i know we've done this before


You are my mona lisa


The masterpiece Im working on 

every inch of you perfection

there aint a piece of you thats wrong



and our art will mend the people

one god lights up the sun

every solder becomes a teacher

as he throws away his gun


You are my mona lisa


The masterpiece Im working on 

every inch of you perfection

there aint a piece of you thats wrong



will build a bridge to forever

cause the artist never dies

his heart beats in the masterpiece

but in the dust he lies

what was dancing in his soul

now flames in his eyes 

while a pure stream of white light 

beckons in the sky


You are my mona lisa


The masterpiece Im working on 

every inch of you perfection

there aint a piece of you thats wrong


You are my mona lisa


The masterpiece Im working on 

every inch of you perfection

there aint a piece of you thats wrong



Yes your  my mona lisa

The masterpiece Im working on 

every inch of you perfection

and thats why our art lives on










"I got a bible in my hand and a loaded gun"


SO YOUR NOT IN MY LIFE AT ALL

AND YOU HARDLY EVER CALL

YOU DON’T WANT TO LET ME DOWN

BECAUSE YOU KNOW IT WILL HURT ME

I seem together but I’m so undone

I got a bible in my hand and a loaded gun

I have a heart full of sadness and a poker face

  Trying to fit in but I’m out of place


I believe in you and I

Our love will never die

What about today

Open a new door finding us

Love will liquefy the rust

We have to trust


I’m so together but I’ve come undone

I got a bible in my hand and a loaded gun


I have a heart full of sadness and a poker face

  Trying to fit in but I’m out of place


"Wild Flower Christmas"

I’m on my way to my wild flower Christmas day

The mountains and the clouds keep me company

Reflections in still water from the rain mirrors the sky

Goliath has been my third eye 



Omens remind me daily        that I'm open to the spirit that sent me on my waY

I TRUST IN THE UNIVERSE THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE OK

Your promise to me has kept my focus beyond the stars

MY LOYALTY TO YOU is because of who you are

Your love is all I need to escape into my well of art

Your turquoise arrow hit me in the middle my heart


Three kittens told me to celebrate our love WITH WINE

Five crows on a wire chill under a café sign

A COWBOY FIXING A FENCE THAT GUY PROBABLE NEVER LIES

A FIRE BREATHING DRAGON WAS RUNNIG IN THE SKY



 "For Love"

I pray every night

That one day she will change

for love


I punish my self

I know why I do it

For love


Her energy scars me

I just want to hide

I've imprisoned my self

Who I was has died

It was eating me up

And I ignored all the signs

For love


Why can’t she see me 

Im right here beside hers

If shed close her eye’s

She would see me inside her

As I scream 


---------


"It’s so hard to leave you alone"


Now who said love was living in hell

And who said love was this rusty cell

She's taken my freedom

And berried my spirit

Stolen my peace

And doesn't want to here it




It’s so hard to leave you alone

I think twice when I look at my phone

I’m like Aristotle trying to read the stars

I sure don’t know if this is a test

  Failed every subject, at love tried my best

I know when we are together the whole world is ours



This knight in rusty armor

Carved your name deep in his soul

No reading between the lines

As I have risen from the coal

Just a junkie chasing rhyme

This rebel has been to hell

And I swore id do time

If you were the jail cell


I’m blind so don’t see their crowns

 Def so don’t here there negative nouns 

So aware of their snare, the spy with one eye

Lets paint are own rainbow

Follow are hearts you know

So we can fly as high as when we shared your purple sky 



This warrior for peace

Has blood dripping from his songs

The pacifist the alchemist

Who has done everything wrongs?

Just a junkie chasing rhyme

This rebel has been to hell

And I swore id do time

If you were the jail cell


Your kiss was my sunshine and air

The time would just disappear 

It vanished and we had forever together

Days were never long enough

Everything said I love you

In this world that is not always true I had you


This knight in rusty armor

Carved your name deep in his soul

No reading between the lines

As I have risen from the coal

Just a junkie chasing rhyme

This rebel has been to hell

And I swore id do time

If you were the jail cell


This warrior for peace

Has blood dripping from his songs

The pacifist the alchemist

Who's done everything wrong

Just a junkie chasing rhyme

This rebel has been to hell

And I swore id do time

If you were the jail cell


=====


"I can’t stop loving "


Love is all you are 

 love is all I need

Love is all you give

Love is all I breath

I see love in everything

you do

and baby 


I can’t stop loving 


I wake up in the morning
and there you are

SO BEAUTIFUL

I LOOK AT YOU LYNG  NEXT TO ME
its so magical


Pre- Chorus


You’re the one who saved me

When the world was crashing down

You’re the light that bathed me

When my soul could not be found

You’re the breath that gave me life

So I could live again

 Iv e always been a sinner 

But with you I want to win


Love is all you are 

 love is all I need

Love is all you give

Love is all I breath

I see love in everything

you do

and baby 

I can’t stop loving

I can’t stop loving 



                                                                                     -------------


Mona Lisa weeps


How do you ignore the sun?

Here take my gun

Shoot me wont even run

You got no site

Your so up tight

Your squire swares your right 

Your sterile eyes never lie

Your stone cold face will smile if you cry

My art  cuts you so so deep

 screaming in your sleep

Mona Lisa…… weeps


To hate some one you never met

That’s got to be so hard

I see all your pain

And in your sleep you…


I see through…..


I rise above

My love flows your loves is stuck

Your -  in - a  - jam…

And I’m the hurricane your truth once new


I see through…..


To hate some one you never met

That’s got to be so hard

I see all your pain

And in your sleep you…



To hate some one you never met

That’s got to be so hard

I see all your pain

And in your sleep you…


Weep, weep,  weep,  weep,  weep , weep,  weep ,

Mona Lisa  weeps




To hate some one you never met

That’s got to be so hard

I see all your pain

And in your sleep you…


To hate some one you never met

That’s got to be so hard

I see all your pain

Mona Lisa weeps






"Moving on"


please listen

i guess you were my best friend - that's right

I'm braking inside

cause you played theses silly games

and i love you 

I'm not going to lie 

but my music is my everything

it elevates me

and i was born to sing


moving on

my destiny's in my hands

baby i got big plans

I know were I'm going

moving on

watch me fly without wings

ill fli by the stars

i know were I'm going


the songs we wrote

will be on the radio

keep believing in your friend

enjoy the show

i won't lie I'm riding high

my spirit loves music

that never dies


moving on

my destiny's in my hands

baby i got big plans

I know were I'm going

moving on

watch me fly without wings

ill fly by the stars

i know where I'm going



"My soul cries for you"


My soul cries for you holding onto yesterday

Searching for today to hold you in a dream

To carry you across the sea in my arms

Floating with you across the water with my giant wings

Finding a tree that climbs into the clouds

Our home on the top looking over tranquility

It screams silent calm meditations so clear and loud

My heart beats to every word a teacher so far away

Connecting me to roots berried in sacred clay

I hold your hand in silence watching the sun set

I look into your eyes and see what I saw the day we first met

I told my friend that girl brings me peace

There is something enchanting about her

Her soft voice her eyes of a deer 

Tame this poetic beast

We found each other in so many life times

I recognized you the second our eyes met

That is for sure thank God I had this time to reflect

I needed the time alone to grow

Picking up the loose ends that were dragging us down

I thread them with a neddle creating a huge sail you know

How I love to sow

This sail constructed from my mistakes will take us

Were we’ve always wanted to go

I your Herculean sailor will steal your heart as you stole mine

But I will keep yours in a locket close to my heart

Lifetime after lifetime

I write these rhymes connecting me to your spirit that I can’t physically touch

I read the words back to my self exploring the deeper part of my

Psyche that has been schooling me, I love you so much

Who would believe that so many tears could build a rainbow in the sky

Who would deny that a strong man is not sapose to cry

Who knows not to ask why living a lie

The man that will die that wasn’t man  enough  to try

That s not me I ill never quit

I believe in us in you in me

I believe in what I can not see

I know there is someone something much greater

Then I am

And I know one day when it ends to begin

I will finally understand



---------



"My tears filled the cracks of time"


My tears filled the cracks of time

Poetry unearthed me 

Delivering sun through prose and rhyme

Everywhere was a sign

Finally realizing I wasn’t out of my mind

And as the ice melted my vision cleared

Nothing was what it appeared

 I had to lose everything in the face of death

Along the way I held my breath

 The earth stopped moving the people froze 

 An angel touched me as the sun rose

 A path paved in peace glistened as ocean waves rolled  

And the peaceful warrior the Wolf

 ran on water with a tomahawk in his mouth

 and his eyes closed wise





my ware wolf in the night

Baby, I’ve been writing

It’s my only way to touch

Hay, Do you feel me

You know I love you so much

I don’t want you to forget us

So every day I write

 A poem or a song for you

  My ware wolf in the night

 

You never new I loved you

I could see that in your eyes

I know how much I hurt you

And now its me that cries

Do I wake you when you’re sleeping?

Do you see me in the night?

 You’ll always be my lover

  my ware wolf in the night

 

This place im at is frightening

I’m nervous like a cat

I’m balancing on a wire

And im no acrobat

I’m waiting for the darkness

So I can find my only light

I battle with the sunshine

For my ware wolf in the night

 

I created my own fight

Constructed my own hell

You walked away in tears

I fell into my shell

 

Constructed my own hell

When the angels brought me heaven

Constructed my own hell

Acted like I was eleven

Constructed my own hell

Me your loving light

I swear on everything that’s good

For my ware wolf in the night

 

I sleep so I can find you

My ware wolf in the night

Your cinnamon skin calling

And I kiss you till its light

But then the sun shows its face

All day you’re out of sight

And I can only wait again

For my ware wolf in the night

 

For centuries weve been married

We stole each others heart

Life time after life time

we created art

if I had another chance

I know id get my Wright

This love song written in blood

For my ware wolf in the night

 

 

 

"No one here’s my soul cryen" 


No one here’s my soul crying

Tears filling me inside

Escaping into my chamber of love 

Were my art blossoms and my spirit fly’s


I painted love on my window last night

She herd me and cried

Remembering I saved her life

Watching me hang  

 stars  burst in the  sky


I wish love climb through my window

Find her way back home

my lover from a hundred  years ago

let the wind lead you  

                                                                     Searching for a memory in this cold

                                                                          searching a memory in the cold





"She wore a chain around her neck"


She wore a chain around her neck

 keeping her close to God

She washed down her pain in a bottle of wine

Erasing time gone buy


Pre - Chours


She was a flower in the city

She was an angel in my hell

She was there when I was falling 

Drowning in an endless well


She had a heart that begged for love

A wall that couldn’t be climbed

A garden full of ideas and dreams

That one day she would find


Pre - Chours


She was a flower in the city

She was an angel in my hell

She was there when I was falling 

Drowning in an endless well


She wore a chain around her neck

That bound her to the earth

Her pillow new well all the secrets she’d tell

Reliving all her hurt


Pre - Chours


She was a flower in the city

She was an angel in my hell

She was there when I was falling 

Drowning in an endless well


She wore a chain around her neck


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"Please take my hand"

Please take my hand as you already have my soul and my heart

Lets fly to a new horizon

A brand new chapter a new beginning creates art

Were love flows from me to you?

Heaven to earth 

From death to birth

Lets journey and let the universe write our love story

 I will never let you down

I will lift you to a place ive never found

Loving you holding you we will adventure with our feet off the ground

I believe in us like never before I made mistakes but understand what for

You see the harder I fall the more I’ve learned

I’ve burned my self my wisdom ive earned

Like the sun and the moon and all the stars as far as the eye can see

You and I will journey realizing every second we share is the key

That unlocks every door that ripples from a new horizon

Rolling over our feet on the shore

Princess of a thousand lives tap into your hearts memory let go 

Of your pain and hurt 

I am the knight that has fought by your side 

You my beautiful warrior have saved me many life times

We had one another’s back and are strength together

Tumbled walls a hundred feet tall

Solders laid their weapons down as our love melted their hearts of stone

We our enigma. …Enlightened souls that understand the deeper meaning of life

The gift for us to touch and feel lifetime after lifetime finding one another again and again

Can you walk away from my love? 

Close your eyes and pretend im gone

Cause this time we WILL get it write

I’m here waiting writing song after song 

Seeing you in divine light

I’m so Sure

You’re so hurt

But you belong with me I’m so sorry I had to loose you 

To really see… and if you can find it in your heart to forgive me

We have eternity

                



"Thinking of you"



Thinking of you,  selfish of me

blinded by love your all that i see

talking to you was like talking to me



is there maybe a chance

to rekindle this flame

can i have one more dance


i know i'm  to blame

I'm still so in love

an im not ashamed


thinking of you,  selfish of me

blinded by love so your all that i see

talking to you was like talking to me



i berried my  pride

 love songs bloomed

i never kissed you good by it was to soon 

thinking of you,  brings out the best in me


thinking of you,  selfish of me

blinded by love so your all that i see

talking to you was like talking to me


years gone by i still dream

there no one like

you

that i see with me

everywhere is a sign

thinking of you,  brings out the best in me


thinking of you,  selfish of me

blinded by love so your all that i see

looking at you was like looking at me





"I Bring you a gift" 


I’m Bring you a gift 

I’m  braking down every wall

Past and present 

all of them  stones will fall


I bring you a gift

a tree of the  high devine

Shimmering  crystals

 dripping with blood red wine


the fruit of your pain will desend from the sky

 watering seeds that have been dry

you’re the one that gets me  high 

 the magic is you don’t have to try




You’ve been my halo

my supernatural  cure

You’ve given me everything

Cause that’s who you were


My feet with you

Were never on the ground

My constant ray of light

The dark knight finally found


the fruit of your pain will desend from the sky

 watering seeds that have been dry

you’re the one that gets me  high 

 the magic is you don’t have to try


"Took my guitar and dog"


Took my guitar and dog 

left everything else behind

That’s what I had to do to find my piece of mind

My wild flower was planted 

In the valley of hopes and dreams


But I had to discover for my self

 What my life truly means

She was all I loved and cared about

Was it time to really say good buy

I hope this runaway trains heart beat against the rails 

Hiding from the rain

Getting hit with all the hale


But I had to go

It was all-wrong

That’s what I’m trying 

To figure out 

In this song



Trapped in a snare


I fell in love with a girl that found heaven

But she was in search of her personal hell

She met an angel with a dirty face

So she locked him in her personal cell 

He lost him self chained to her beauty

She found what she  had been searched for

But then she dint want to believe it

So she tied her self to a cloud  

And floated away

She had an ocean of love

Crashing against her heart

But a stone wall had her trapped in a snare

Love flowed between them

They shared the same soul

Words coulnt find there way back home

Music and photographs flooded there existence

While the story was carved in the streets they traveled

Destiny had them tied together

Reality had them all alone

Time rapped her arms around them


  "SAVE ME"


I hate going down this road with you

The venom you spit stops me

Blinded by beauty I couldn’t see

Your stare freezes my heartstrings


I find heaven in my guitar

Flies me to another star

Gives me the freedom to breath again

Escaping from my best friend


I slit my wrist so I can feel

Oh please God, help me


I slit my wrist so I can feel

Oh please God, SAVE ME



Will you ever stop this battling?

This awful vibration rattling

Threaten me not very flattering

Can’t you let go and free me


You’re the drug im addicted to

Tried to run but stuck on you

The truth you seek is just not true

What do you want to do?


I slit my wrist so I can feel

Oh please God, help me


I slit my wrist so I can feel

Oh please God, SAVE ME


Looking out nothing is clear

So far, so near

A kaleidoscope

One minute your there

One minute your gone

Its just not fear


It’s tearing me apart

Oh please God, help me

It’s tearing me apart

Oh please God, SAVE ME


With your love I lost my self

Lost my purpose

Lost my pride

Lost my spirit

Cried inside

Lost my friends

Lost my vision

Do you no who I am....... the one that Loves you.......






"She took a breath"


She took a breath of heaven

As she fell from the sky

White clouds beneath her

A tear fell from her eye

She took a breath of mid night

Dancing on the moon

Oww ow oo- oo-oo

Ow oo oo


She took a breath of sweetness

Angels began to sing

Blew it back into a flower

So it blossom in spring

She took a breath of peace

Holding it for a while

Oww ow oo- oo-oo

Ow oo oo


She’s got a vision that’s different

Shed like to share  with you

She’s in another world

 Where love is love is all she new

love is all she new


She took a breath of freedom

She never really had

Rules and laws seem to vanish

The place she wasn’t sad

She took a breath of courage

Questioning the world

Oww ow oo- oo-oo

Ow oo oo


She’s got a vision that’s different

Shed like to share  with you

She’s in another world

 Where love is,  love is all she new

love is all she new



THE MUSE


Walked into my life  

She lights up any room

Demanding attention in unassuming silence

 Men dream in hope of finding this sun light

She thinks I’m Van Gou walking on water

Her knight rescuing her from her fiery past

Seeing me for the deeper part of who I am

I like her

She takes my mind off the world putting everything on hold

Discovering fantasy in my new found reality

Her voice wakes me, says good night

 I think of not her, Chained to your soul

Wanting to kiss your lips

Trace your curves with the tip of a rose

Melt into your eyes falling into paradise

Taking your hand running on a beach 

Our fresh foot prints our only company

Romeo and Juliet Russian roulette

I’ve stepped into quick sand

And no one can save me but you

Give me your hand

I will never let go

We ride together on a horse that carries us 

Where are eyes can’t see

Forever is not to long if I could have you again

I’d wait another century

Tied to dreams of you

Chained to my art

 That blossoms from hope of falling into your eyes

If chance connects us

The suns Wings lifting us 

Above this world that is cracking

I am drawn to you

I ran from you the first time

Denying my heart

You ignoring me with your fiery eyes

Feeling my intensity across the crowded room

Was this my imagination

I walked away

Your spirit followed me home

What is it about you

I have not said one hundred words to you

My soul peruses you

Recognizes something in side

If fate can open this door

My prayer was answered

Poetry falling onto empty pages

Finger tips dancing on guitar strings

Paint finding its way out of hardened crusty tubes

My hammer pounding silver into the rusty anvil

You are an away sis in this concrete jungle

A sanctuary of light were I rest

Alone with my mind's eye to keep me company

I don’t want to like you

Love tied to pain

You are an escape into realty 

Were few ever venture

A muse to amuse me

While I balance on the edge of obscurity

Trying not to fall into insanity 

You’ve given me an ocean to dive into where ideas never end

I have dragged time across the world in search of a second

Falling from the abyss 

Finding breath in a kiss

That sailed across a sea of hope

In a bottle of sunshine



" your not listening"


how I've  tried to write  this song,

touch your heart, see the stars.

in my eyes, i painted them,



so the world could see .

how I've tried, to explain,

through my art , you don't see,who i am.

and when i sing your not listening, your not listening, your not listening


ill never  liked to be alone , but now i'm here singing,

in this peace   i find   sheller in the storm

carved into a place,   that is mine

in the river of my mind

patiently… i  will weight   , for the sun... to disappear  



now my day…  turns to night,     all alone ...i gain insight.

what is wrong ...may be right ,  thats what it appears

in my silent dreams    i find A golden ladder   into the clouds

thats the way   i have to go   to to find my way.

to finally    find my way.


through my art , you don't see,who i am.

and when i sing your not listening, your not listening,your not listening


how I've tried to write  this song,

touch your heart, see the stars.

in my eyes, i painted them,

so the world could see .

how vie tried, to explain,


through my art , you don't see,who i am.

and when i sing your not listening, your not listening,your not listening



fought the battles and the wars, with my axe i plays a tune,

poetic verse  no injustice i will ignore .

now its time, to look with in, , even when you loose you win 

thats the way i have to go to to find my way.

to finally find my way.


======



"That only I see"


You never leave

But you’re so far away

Not a word from you

But you stay


 Following me

No one else can see you

And you’re not a ghost

You’re here it’s true


They ask about you

And you’re right there with me

Hello my love

 That only I see


I talk to you

And I write you songs

Bombard you with love

You’re here but your gone


I try loosing you

In a long deep and breath

Trying to escape

As I bend and stretch


They ask about you

And you’re right there with me

Hello my love

That only I see


So you let me go

But never went away

I married the thought

Forever you stay


I’m living with hope

Visit in a dream

Fall into a nightmare

Do you here me scream


They ask about you

And you’re right there with me

Hello my love

 That only I see


Standing there with a gun

And staring me down

Waiting for the train

That’s not coming around


Covered in flower

Blowing it in my face

In your sexiest lingerie

Made of silk and lace


They ask about you

And you’re right there with me

Hello my love

 That only I see





There you are

I’m looking in the mirror…

 Don’t react

 The wolf ‘s looking back


Floating on the grass

balaning on my rocky past 

Let the skeletons run

From the wolf of the  rising sun….



Chorus


You’re my Cinderella

You’re my Godzilla

The eyes and ears for this knight 

The house of light


There you are

I’M singing in the mirror…

 Yellow eye got me hypnotized


Two feathers to get me high

WILD SPIRIT MEDISINE 

RUNNING UNDER a purple sky

The wolf seas through blackest Clouds

His silent howls I here so loud 


Chorus


You’re my Cinderella

You’re my Godzilla

The eyes and ears for this knight 

The house of light


There you are

I’M smilng in the mirror…

my pathfinder my guide

You teach me all the time

I here your howl


Under the house of the rising moon 

WHEN THE RAVEN IS PRESENT,

 THE TEACHINGS ARE OF THE UNSEEN WORLD.


Chorus


You’re my Cinderella

You’re my Godzilla

The eyes and ears for this knight 

The house of WOLF




ONLY HEAVEN KNOWS


There is an ocean of love that flows for you

Your thoughts run through my mind

My heart beats whispering your name

That’s how this story goes , That’s how this story goes


The strength that ties you and I together

A lion couldn’t restrain

That kind of love very few come across

That kind  of love creates change


Only, Only, heaven knows

Only heaven knows

Only, Only heaven knows

Only heaven knows………….. Only heaven knows


Only heaven knows

Only heaven knows

Only heaven knows

Only heaven knows



I couldn’t imagine a world with out you I’d have to walk

 and you know how I love to fly……

I love to fly……

You’re the angel   my wings to heaven 

For that my love over flows…. 

For that my love over flows…. Only heaven knows


Only…. Only heaven knows

Only heaven knows

Only…. Only heaven knows

Only heaven knows



If some one took you away from me

Id turn their sun to snow




Only…. Only heaven knows

Only heaven knows

Only…. Only heaven knows

Only heaven knows

I

(extra lyricks)


The way you finish my sentence

The frequency you visit my dreams

The energy we feel when our lips come together

Very few know what that means








WALLS OF PAIN


I felt loves sadness today

Washing over my heart

A long tunnel of emptiness

Broke apart

Running away from dreams

Looking for something

IN  the silence i SCREAM ed


Steering at my candles flame

 Dancing on my walls… my walls of pain


 I found  a black whole

 To fall into

Spinning around I came out confused

In order to win id have to loose

Pounding my head against steel

Holing onto nothing praying to feel



Steering at my candles flame

 Dancing on my walls  my walls of pain


Trying to escape to the outside

Listening for the voice on the inside

Light surfacing in yesterday’s doom

The ceiling melting in my lonely room

Trying on love seeing witch one fits

Falling into the abyss as the devil slit his wrist


Steering at a candles flame

 Dancing on my walls  my walls of pain


something inside me died 

I don’t know why I want to hide

 Wondering around as I sit

Walking in the street looking to get hit

Choosing to fall hailing wisdoms climb

The sent of my muse creating rhythm and rime

The artist finds life while hanging from a noose

The poet sits in the rain finding the world obtuse 


Steering at my candles flame

 Dancing on my walls…  my walls of pain


Soothing apart of me that doesn’t work with the rest of me





LIPS OF AN ANGEL




YOU CALL ME SO LATE 

 BUT I   I CAN TALK TO YOU FOREVER

I TOLD YOU YOU MAKE MY SOUL SMILE

THE LOUD VOICES IN MY HEAD SEEM TO FLY AWAY

THE KISS THAT NIGHT WHISPERED REMEMBER


AND IVE BEEN WALKING ON CLOUDS FOR DAYS

BATHING IN THE SUNS HEALING RAYS 


AND SINCE THEN EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE OK

AND WHEN YOU SAY MY NAME IT SOUNDS SO PERFECT


COMING FROM THE LIPS OF AN ANGEL

COMING FROM THE LIPS OF AN ANGEL

COMING FROM THE LIPS OF AN ANGEL


I'VE DREMNT THIS DAY MAY COME BUT REALITY REALLY HASN'T SET IN

 EVEN THOUGH IVE BEEN TRIPPING ON STARS

MY HEAD IS STILL SOMEWHERE DRIFTING  IN THE CLOUDS

LOOKING FOR A REASON TO RUN


AND IVE BEEN WALKING ON CLOUDS FOR DAYS

BATHING IN THE SUNS HEALING RAYS 


AND SINCE THEN EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE OK

AND WHEN YOU SAY MY NAME IT SOUNDS SO PERFECT


COMING FROM THE LIPS OF AN ANGEL

COMING FROM THE LIPS OF AN ANGEL

COMING FROM THE LIPS OF AN ANGEL



 "Thinking of ways to say good by"



 Thinking of ways to say good by. 

 I 've forgotten how to cry  i'm

 Trapped And there's. No way out.  

 Cowboy your the only reason I'm here

 I live in fare there clouds in my ski every day 

the only color  on my pallet is gray

 I'm haunted by my own ghost.

  My tears can melt stone.

  If it was not for you cowboy I'm all alone. 

Hanging On to a guitar string it's my only sanity 

words turn into poetic verve that only i traverse

 I Guess it's my. Vanity to find a path to some kind  of sanity ...

I'd focus on. My lens if it was here I have a well of art to share

 but in the end. No  body cares. 

 Like a mole I climb into a dark whole searching for an enlightened soul

A red tail hawk rides the sky he flew by to say good. By. 

  I hate the word die I'm not going to lie.

 Coming from A broken heart that can't heel.  

 Cowboy is my shield the only reason I know I still feel. 

 Theres A sadness in my air 

there is a tear etched to my cheek.

  Do I sound Melo dramatic my head spins like the chamber of a gun

 to my lyrical acrobatics  that are my only SUN

  My only seAson is winter  cause everyday is cold. 

   I've been crying out but no body's listening .

I only see my girl friend In my dreams.

 As i share my secrets with her my ghost screams.  

 My heart races to the end of the track I look a Round and there is no way back

   open your eyes as mine cloths this the life i chose

 i try to hang my tears on a close line to dry. 

  As I sit in an empty tub soaking wet 

Thinking of ways to say good by.











 City none I knew 


 I am heaven and earth

I am sun and rain

Fall asleep in the grass

Letting go of pain


For hundreds of thousands of years

I’ve been dust in the wind

Flying the will of air

Planting seeds of gold


Chorus

Went on a far off journey

Earths fair cities to view

Never fit into the city

City none I knew 

City none I knew

Wandering the earth



At night I stream

To my holly wonder land

Memories cascade down

Remembering who I am


Time has no meaning

Time has no end

Life is a rainbow

Where it’s hard to find one friend


Chorus

Went on a far off journey

Earths fair cities to view

Never fit into the city

City none I knew 

City none I knew

Wandering the earth


I am heaven and earth

I am sun and rain

Fall asleep in the grass

Letting go of pain

Chorus

Went on a far off journey

Earths fair cities to view

Never fit into the city

City none I knew 

City none I knew

Wandering the earth








"I swear you were the one"


I can’t picture a world without you and it’s killing me inside

I don’t know weather to scream out save me look out suicide

When I see you I cant conceive well never be together again

Not only my lover but my bestest friend I cant believe this is the end

You are my very best friend



Can I go on with out you baby?

I swear you were the one

Memories forever haunt me

God what have I done

I swear you were the one


I can’t cope a day without you and it’s eating me alive

I love you and I killed us I feel like I’ve died

Please…Forgive me do you think you can

You found the man that really loves you

 can you find a way to understand

I really am your man



Can I go on with out you baby?

I swear you were the one

Memories forever haunt me

God what have I done

I swear you were the one


I can’t remember a time in my life I felt so humiliated

Now im loosing the best part of me was I lost or jaded

What dragon do I have to slay to prove to you my love?

What mountain do I have to climb to really rise above?

To really show my love


Can I go on with out you baby?

I swear you were the one

Memories forever haunt me baby

God what have I done

I swear you were the one

I swear you were the one…




THAT’S HOW I KNOW

From your eyes to your soul

Your so beautiful you make my heart swell

When you say I love you

You put me under your magical spell


That’s how I know,,,


                   CHORUS

Here me feel me… ARE YOU….Listening


When I tell you I need you

You’re the energy that makes my blood flow

And when your away from me

I miss you before you go


That’s how I know,,,


CHORUS

Here me feel me… ARE YOU….Listening


It’s you that completes me

You make me a better man

The sun and the moon 

You showed me in the palm of your hand


That’s how I know,,,


                      CHORUS

Here me feel me… ARE YOU….Listening


When I first saw you

A voice inside said that’s her

I walked away … and you found me

That’s how I know for sure



That’s how I know,,,


Feel you ..   here you…I am LISTENING…

I am LISTENING…….




"Who are You"

Who are you to take away my peace of mind

Who are you to throw sticks and stones 

                 at some one who adores you

     who are you, who are you



I’ll swim across the ocean to daliver you the sunset

Paint a rainbow around the sun to prove that I can fly

Bring you a mountain to see my perspective

Borrow an eagles wings so you can be one with the sky


Who are you to take away my peace of mind

Who are you to throw sticks and stones 

 at some one who adores you

who are you, who are 


I’ll lasso a country drag it to your door step

 I’ll bring you a circus baby just to see you smile

I will dig as far as I have to to find water

 just to wet you lips 

I’m the kind of guy that goes the extra mile


Who are you to take away my peace of mind

Who are you to throw sitcks and stones 

 at some one who adores you

who are you, who are 




I haven’t felt love in a very long time

Sometimes it’s difficult to walk

But I’ve learned to fly


Even thought I’m falling 

I’m learning and I’m growing all the time

and I’m yearning and  praying

for a little sun to shine


Your eyes only, only you

In my soul tonight

It’s been so long 

It’s been to long

  Without love


so you walk into my life

this angel from my past

your native heart returning home

baby this time it’s forever

and I cant believe your here


Even thought I’m falling 

I’m learning and I’m growing all the time

and I’m yearning and  praying

for a little sun to shine


Your eyes only, only you

In my soul tonight

It’s been so long 

It’s been to long

  Without love


reminding me that love exists

this time it can really last


Even thought I’m falling 

I’m learning and I’m growing all the time

and I’m yearning and  praying

for a little sun to shine


Your eyes only, only you

In my soul tonight

It’s been so long 

It’s been to long

  Without love




"Hand print on the glass"  


  it was only her memory her face that wouldn't leave 

her smiling at me and the hand print she always left on misty wet  glass 

 she missed me as she pressed her palm hard so it would last

leaving that  cellophane   dream behind 


through the fog, through the  window she vanished with the rain

her beautiful face flashed

 trying to get through to me

was it a dream her palm pressed fermley against the  glass


she left her hand print behind

how long would it last


her ghastly image ran across the fogged window 

she was alone


 her image in the moving clouds  wouldn't leave me 

my thoughts racing i didn't know what to do

 natures rusty canvas trying desperately  to brake through 

   she was the art 

dripping down crystal walls her bleeding heart

again her hands  

 appeared as water vapor cleared they disappeared


was it a dream her hand pressed against the  glass

 she left her hand print behind

how long would it last


 i could see tress with no leaves ,and racing dark clouds

 tall blades of  dry grass bending in the wind

A barn barley standing the sun trying to brake through the storm 


was it a dream her hand pressed against the  glass

 she left her hand print behind

how long would it last


 i wasn't alone …. i new she missed her home 

 dissolving through a cracked window

i could here the stares creak walking to her bed room  

 her  hands dancing against the glass that turned to ice

on the window her hand print froze,  her fresh foot prints 

walking away in the snow bellow





REMEMBER 



I WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH ME                                                                   

IM CLOSING MY EYES HOPING YOU FALL INTO MY DREAMS

EVERY TIME THAT I HOLD YOU I FEEL LIKE WE’RE FLYING

 AND BABY YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS


PRE CHORUS


YOUR SPIRIT REMEMBERS         

OUR SOULS GOT REACQUAINTED UNDER THE WATCHFUL EYE

OF THE ANGELS PLAYING TRUMPETS IN THE SHIMMERING WINTER SKY 


CHORUS


LETTING GO OF TIME, HOLD ON TO ME

 TRY TO REMEMBER, REMEMBER

LETTING GO OF TIME, HOLD ON TO ME 

 TRY TO REMEMBER, REMEMBER, REMEMBER 

REMEMBER 


I’M HERE , BUT YOU DON’T SEE ME

BABY CLOSE YOUR EYES LISTEN TO THE VOICE THAT GIVES US WINGS

THE ENERGY WE SHARE

KEEPS OUR FEET OFF THE GROUND AND BABY THAT’S EVERYTHING


PRE CHORUS

YOUR SPIRIT REMEMBERS         

 OUR SOULS GOT REACQUAINTED UNDER THE WATCHFUL EYE

OF THE ANGELS PLAYING TRUMPETS IN THE SHIMMERING WINTER SKY 


CHORUS



LETTING GO OF TIME, HOLD ON TO ME

TRY TO REMEMBER, REMEMBER

LETTING GO OF TIME, HOLD ON TO ME 

 TRY TO REMEMBER, REMEMBER, REMEMBER 

REMEMBER  (LET GO OF TIME)





BUT WHAT YOU AND I BOTH KNOW 

WAS WE DIDN’T WANT TO LET GO

AND I HELD YOU SO CLOSE 

KNOWING VERY WELL THAT

TIME,WOULD TELL



NOW IT’S CHRISTMAS TIME

THAT SPECIAL TIME OF YEAR 

 YOU ARE MY GIFT OF LOVE OF LIGHT

I PROMISE I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO AGAIN

ON THIS SAPPHIRE COLORED NIGHT




 


"Life was perfect"


Id Listen, look and touch

I couldn’t get enough

Her cinnamon skin drew me in

Life was perfect


I’d chase her in the park 

Play games in the dark

She’d drop her panties anywhere

Life was perfect


Shed lay naked on the couch

Playing my guitar

rolling on the floor 

I would photograph every where

Life was perfect


=====



"Who’s that dancing"


Mirror, mirror on the wall 

 its you that tells the truth

Mirror, mirror on the wall 

Who’s that dancing


 Leaping into heavens arms

Spinning into paradise

Spiraling into a dream

Leaving yesterday behind them


Mirror, mirror on the wall  its you that tells the truth

Mirror, mirror on the wall Who’s that dancing



soaring on freedoms wings

Falling in into forever

Love lifting them higher

Making real look like magic


Mirror, mirror on the wall 

who’s the best dancer

Mirror ,mirror on the wall

 who’s the best dancer





“My Baby & Me”     


My baby and me
My baby and me


 Don’t like to go out  be around a lot of people

We’d rather be alone and break out a bottle of wine

Go walking in nature and weave our dreams together

We’ll sit by a river and forget about the Time


My baby and me

My baby and me


You are the light 

that never leaves

I am the tree that climb into your clouds


We are what life is suppose to be…


 We don’t conform - to rules and regulations 

We don’t try - to Fit into the norm 


My baby and me
My baby and me 


 We’ll walk by the ocean at 2 o’clock in the morning

Lay under the moon and stars write it in a song


My baby and me

My baby and me



 I’ll take her picture, wearing rusty jewelry

We got no hang ups… SHE’S ONE OF A KIND

I’ll say our art, is truly our religion

She’s got it going on…. SO WE DO IT ALL THE TIME!


My baby and me

My baby and me


"Wings in Your Heart"


Blind , to the dark around

 the alley cat takes a stroll

you found light in and an old beat up book

Just know you're not alone

cause little one you have wings in your  heart


share your dreams, of perfect flight

your paper  swans come to life

beautiful fearless one

the world will never drag you down

You won't get lost, look what you  found


Just know you're not alone

cause little one you have wings in your  heart





you have a drawer, full of swans

string them together 

help them find your sun

your such an inspiration  little one 



Just know you're not alone

cause little one you have wings in your  heart




your paper  swans come to life

beautiful fearless one

the world will never drag you down

You won't get lost, look what you  found



Just know you're not alone  

Cause little one you have wings in your  heart

Just know you're not alone  

Cause little one you have wings in your  heart





MY CINNAMON


I just want to say hi babe

I know it’s kind of soon

I just want to say hi babe

You left this afternoon


Cause you and I were born to dream

You and I were meant to fly

And there is no one else

I ‘d rather have by my side


I send you a kiss you,

 Cause I miss you

You you’re my cinnamon

My uniqueness my completeness

My multi vita-a-win


You’re my cinnamon

You’re my cinnamon

You’re my cinnamon



I send you a kiss you,,,

 Cause I miss you

You you’re my cinnamon

Your infectious I detect this

You make my universe spin


You’re my cinnamon



"Water in the Flame "


 Twelve o'clock new years eve, I let love fly away. 

Ryan, the stars lined up and said good by to you. 

took a walk in the snow thought about what id say

 I guess your the girl i never new. 


I've found water in the flame 

good by dark days the sky has opened up for me

walking on a cloud i lost everything you see

 but I got my dream and no ones taken that…. away from me


look up here on the mountain top

You 'see i finally found my way.

my dog didn't talk but he had a lot to say


I've stopped thinking and just let it all go

found my wings its time to fly again. 


I've found water in the flame 

good by dark days the sky has opened up for me

walking on a cloud i lost everything you see

 but I got my dream and no ones taken that…. away from me


Been resting my thoughts in a bottle of love,

 my face staring at the moon 

i know when the wolf hollows

the sand will turn to Gold flowing in my wooden spoon. 

there no place in cyber space for a tree i can climb the worlds a messed up place 

talk to me. 



Oh, I've found water in the flame 

good by dark days the sky has opened up for me

walking on a cloud i lost everything you see

 but I got my dream and no ones taken that…. away from me

 

 

"riding an angel"


I know your strugling but were going to do this together

i know your worried but I'm gonna be you hero


riding an angel 

riding an angel through the storm

the one and only angel 

riding an angel through the storm

riding an angel 


i know your different but people will always be people

so disapointing

i know your a dreamer

and i promise i'll open up the sky -open up the sky



riding an angel 

riding an angel through the storm

the one and only angel 

riding an angel through the storm

riding an angel 



bridge


riding an angel 

riding an angel through the storm

the one and only angel 

riding an angel through the storm

riding an angel  

 

 

 

"Palm of my Hand"


I'm not going to brake bread with say-ton 

And then walk into church and pray.

I'm not a pollution that thinks he can change the world with old ideas

And all are proublems will wither away 

Im not going to drill for gas and then talk about cleaning the air. 

I'm Not going to tax the rich so they can pay for well fare.

  

I will refuse to build more prisons then  schools 

Throw are Vets And homeless there and pretend to follow rules  

I won't put on a suit to hide who I am. 

I spread my truth as much as i can


                      CHORUS 2x

I create to escape and I don't give a dam 

And I'm writing this poem on the palm of my hand.



Love looks like my dog and never goes away

He's bY my side on the blackest of days. 

Together we've rate the stars in the sky

We realize what's his is ours 

And the eye in the you and the you in the eye.  


                      CHORUS 2x

I create to escape and I don't give a dam 

And I'm writing this poem on the palm of my hand.


Who walks this plastic circle  but cant get around 

When I think I got a head the cops throw me on the ground.  

Whats beautiful grows from the sun in the sky. 

The magic is I'm never on drugs but always high 

There's a camera on every traffic light that spells spy.

There enough poison In The air to make an invalid fly. 

And i question all of there lies


                      CHORUS 2x

I create to escape and I don't give a dam 

And I'm writing this poem on the palm of my hand.







"It was just a game"


It was just a game that we played when we did it 

it was just a game that we played when we hit it

it was just a game that we played when we killed each other


you'd pull a gun id run for coverer id shoot you down in my dreams you were my lover


you d take me prisoner you'd tie me down and id escape

and you'd shoot me to the ground

it was just a game


chorus

it was just a game that we played when we did it 

it was just a game that we played when we hit it

it was just a game that we played when we killed each other


I'D imitate my heros wyatt Eurp,  jessie james

the bad guys were around and  then the night came

id dream about  flying,  on my back  my best friend

  then the morning came and we'd start all over again

t was just a game


chorus

t was just a game that we played when we did it 

it was just a game that we played when we hit it

it was just a game that we played when we killed each other


 TODAY toy guns are band  tom sawer lost his way 

HIS mouse LOST HIS tail but he wont run away

finds energy in a bottel when he dreams he cant fly

they gave him a computer but took away his sky

and now its not a game


chorus

now its not a game we shoot and we mean it

now it not a game we go down when we hit it

now it's not a game  that we play when we kill each other



“Time transcends time” 


I’m gonna take you somewhere that you’ve never been

We’re gonna ride the sky high in this sanctuary of sin

I come from a place deeper then thought has ever been

And way before the begging could begin


Time transcends time


 I forged a key from a place far worse then hell

I have ideas of love & peace that I keep in a jail cell.

In a world of hello! good bye…. where men aren’t suppose to cry

Angels rule the sky… Love will never die!


Time transcends time



The dope was the genius that wrote this song of victory

Teetering on insanity this enigma will make history

His genius was his ignorance of the mind

He saw the truth when he was blind



Time transcends time 

I am the fire in the sky that fights the evil of darkness

I am the heart of compaction and the child of forgiveness

As I felt from building blocks of puzzles and rhyme

HE HAD TO FALL TO UNDERSTAND THE CLIMB 


Time transcends time



I flew from my fall  from what I wasn’t suppose to do

I was built by the obstacles God put me through 

I was the question in the answer and the dull in the shine 

The wolf running on water… a sigh that would be mine


Time transcends time


There is a hate between control and me  

There’s a wall standing tall between the dark and my soul

I was the hand in the climb   I was the moral in the crime

 I was the alchemist that spun my tears to wine


Time transcends time


What happens when evil marries love

  The presidents a puppet .the cops a thug, 

Confessionis a hocks the minister’s a mime

And I am the out law WITH THIS PROTHETIC rhyme

Time transcends time

I am a messenger of love

An artist of the sublimed




swinging on stars


you never lifted me up

how could you, you were so far behind me

pulling me down, pulling me down


so you could feel good about

being a 9 to fiver surviver

while i was dreaming, I was dreaming


y e s -  y e s  yes

y e s -  y e s  yes

y e s -  y e s  yes


why settle for less, settle for less


playing guitar

dancing on clouds

swinging on stars, swinging on stars

shining bright in your eyes

I'm way to much for you

swinging on stars - you

standing on the ground watching me fly 

you cant say wow look at you now

 that 's my baby

 on guitar

dancing on clouds

 that 's my baby

 on guitar

swinging on stars

swinging on stars


And I'm sitting on the moon now

seeing how small my boy friend really is

im singing and i cant come down  

so high now finding my true love

im the brightest star in the sky

not coming down no im not coming down

Keep your sun glass's on tonight

'Cause I'm just glowing I'm that bright

all white light


the sun has nothing on me

so keep those dark glass's on not coming down

found my true love, found my true love


y e s -  y e s  yes

y e s -  y e s  yes

y e s -  y e s  yes


why settle for less, settle for less


playing guitar

dancing on clouds

swinging on stars

swinging on stars

shining bright in your eyes

I'm way to much for you

standing on the ground watching me fly

you cant say that 's my baby on guitar

dancing on clouds

swinging on stars

swinging on stars


And I'm sitting on the moon now

seeing how small my boy friend really is

im singing and i cant come down 

so high now finding my true love

im the brightest star in the sky

not coming down no im not coming down

Keep your sun glass's on tonight

'Cause I'm just glowing I'm that bright

all white light


the sun has nothing on me

so keep those dark glass's on not coming down

found my true love, found my true love

not coming down, not coming down. not coming down










"Its a fairytale"


YOUR still the one, your still everything

everything i do is because of you

I'm still dreaming of you, Im still pray-in' hard

every time we touch  appears another star


chorus

its a fairytale, its a fairytale, its a fairytale

of our swinging  star to star


and when kiss

we fly past it all

and are hearts explode together

and our love it spreads and falls

and were every where

well a piece of us is

and it finds a new home

were love can grow again

 across the world -  across the world- across the world


chorus

its a fairytale, its a fairytale, its a fairytale

of our swinging  star to star


were doing what we know

 not what were told

we, feel something so right

and its growing inside are soul

this love light that we feel

are the diamonds in the sky

and the love light flows like lava

into the sun



chorus

its a fairytale, its a fairytale, its a fairytale

of our swinging  star to star



YOUR still the one, your still everything

everything i do is because of you

im still dreaming of you, im still pray-in' hard

every time we touch appears another star


its a fairytale, its a fairytale, its a fairytale

of our swinging  star to star


and when kiss

we fly past it all

and are hearts explode together

and our love it spreads and falls

and were every where

well a piece of us is

and it finds a new home

were love can flow again

 across the world -  


chorus

its a fairytale, its a fairytale, its a fairytale

of our swinging  star to star



"Silent Dreams"



SILENT DREAMS, I FEEL EVERY PART OF YOU

YOU LEFT THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO

your memory haunts me its  true

SILENT DREAMS, I FEEL EVERY PART OF YOU



you've given me a well of art

and i lived in a dream

you opened up my heart


to a place vie never seen

love blossomed in winter

and shined on me


SILENT DREAMS, I FEEL EVERY PART OF YOU

YOU LEFT THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO

your memory haunts me its  true

SILENT DREAMS, I FEEL EVERY PART OF YOU



i lost you chained to my heart

i find you in all of my art

so forever we're never apart




SILENT DREAMS, I FEEL EVERY PART OF YOU

YOU LEFT THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO

your memory haunts me its  true

SILENT DREAMS, I FEEL EVERY PART OF YOU








"I wrote you 67 love songs"



I wrote you 67 love songs in 67 days

I dragged time across the ocean begging you to stay.

i had faith in a bottle of rain that nourished the roots of my IRRADECENT pain

I was high all the time tripping on clouds  i fell into the hands of time performing for the crowd



 I wrote you 67 love songs in 67 days

I dragged time across the ocean begging you to stay.


ARE love will live forever cause art never dies

I here your heart crying AND my soul IT never lies.

 the sun is cold when Hits my face  

 I wrote you 67  love songS THIS IS number 68

its number 68,  its number 68



 I wrote you 67 love songs in 67 days

I dragged time across the ocean begging you to stay.



at night were together cause forever your in my dreams

yes your with another but HES TAKEN CARE OF THINGS

I FELL BUT NOT FOR LONG

I GOT A HERT FULL OF LONLY AND A SUIT CASE FULL OF SONGS 

SO raise the roof 

no ceiling to high

 make room for my dreams

  CAUSE THERE NOT ENOUGH SKY


 I wrote you 67 love songs in 67 days

I dragged time across the ocean begging you to stay.  

IT WAS AN INCREDIBLE JOURNEY SO I KNOW HOW LOVE TASTE

I wrote you 67  love songS THIS IS number 68














Behind the Art . me

67 LOVE SONGS